Hi Linda,
I haven't spoken with you today, but I am hoping that you are resting comfortably.
I am "walking with Christ" for you again today and entrusting you to Jesus, Mary, the Holy Spirit, all the angels, saints and to all of our dear friends here to pray for your speedy recovery and to feel better..
I miss you sis... I think of you so often. I feel like little Terese (the little Flower) in that she missed her sister Pauline so much too when Pauline left for the convent. I know you are not in the convent, but the miles separate us and your disease keeps us apart- and Terese was separated by the miles of her sisters location in the convent, away from home, and the lifestyle Pauline had begun away from her little sister Terese- to serve Jesus fully as a nun- cloistered... That was so hard on Terese, and I feel that not being able to be free to see you and talk to you as much, is very hard too.
I also think of Terese in our relationship a lot, because you and I have shared so many wonderful spiritual experiences and stories with each other over the past years just like Terese and Pauline had some wonderful experiences in their faith life that they shared with each other--- Plus St. Therese is our patron saint---We both had her as our Confirmation Name.
So, St. Terese is special to you and to me. That is another reason I link our relationship so much to her and her sister Pauline- whom she loved so very much-
Pauline, like you, took on a mother role in her life when their mother died. And while our mom is still alive- thank God- still you have been like a mom to me from time to time, when I have felt life caving in on me and didn't feel strong enough to make it on my own. You Linda, have given me direction and helped me to renew my faith life. So, even though you are my big sister- you have given me motherly love and advice which I will always cherish. Especially now, since our own mom, who lives with me now, is weakening and not as able to endure some of the concerns that I have- nor should she have to at this time in her life. So, I am grateful to you Linda. Thank you so very much for all you have done to be a big sister to me.
I hope you are feeling somewhat better tonight. I will be happy when you can stop taking your chemo. I am praying that that day will come quickly---
But until then, please rest peacefully in Jesus arms tonight as you sleep Linda. Good night for now--I love you ---Sharon
Marcus- I hope you are having a good weekend, but I wonder if this is the weekend that you had to take your chemo-- or was it last weekend and if you are feeling stronger-- I don't know which weekend it is, but either way I still am "walking with Christ" for you and am praying for you to become stronger and stronger everyday Marcus. Know that Jesus is with you and that you can lean on Him for your strength. I know you will lean on Jesus, Marcus- you are an amazing young man of God! You give me hope...
Have a peaceful night sleep and may the Lord's love fill your soul--- Good night Marcus-Love - Sharon
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Thursday Sept 24, 2009
Linda
I have had a chance to talk with you off and on. Still you suffer with extreme exhaustion and feeling so sick. I am so sorry- I wish it were not so. I wish things could be different. That we could laugh, share fun times together on the phone, talk longer, but you are too tired and it is hard for you right now.
I understand, but it still makes me so sad. It is hard.
In the meantime I continue to plod forward in my effort to take care of mom and provide her with as much tender care as you and Chris did. It is a daunting task and I thank you for doing it for over a year. I feel overwhelmed and exhausted by it already and it has only been 2 months for me so far.
Mom gave me a scare - she fell last night- I managed to get her up and she wasn't hurt, but she did cut her arm on the railing of the staircase. I put band aids on her arm. However, she bled on her white sheets in the night. When I got home from work today I found that she had taken the sheets off her bed and thrown them in the corner. But as you and I both know, if you have blood on something, it has to be put in cold water right away to get it out. Well, she didn't do that, of course, because she can't, and so once I discovered that the sheets had blood on them, I put the sheets in clorox and cold water.
Oddly enough, the clorox ate a hole in the top part of the flat sheet and so I had to go out and buy her a new set of KING SIZE sheets for her bed. Guess I learned something new about clorox that I never knew before- don't put too much clorox on fabric for too long or it will "eat" the fabric !! YIPES!
Anyway, she was fine, so I thought. But this afternoon, while I was putting the sheets in the laundry I heard a thud! I yelled up to mom and asked her if she was OK and she said, "yes" but I didn't believe her so I went running to find her and I saw her "crawling" on the floor from where she had fallen--she didn't want me to know she had fallen so she was trying to get in a place where I couldn't see her on the floor. I quickly ran to her and tried to pick her up, but she was so weak that it was very hard for me to lift her up off the floor. She had to hold on to the railing of the stairs so I could help her lift up off the floor.
It was scary needless to say. I am insisting that she now gets Life Line and wears it on her body daily since I can't be home with her all the time, like you were able to be..
So, kuddos to you and Chris for all you did to take care of Mom. It is a very daunting task. You did a great job. You served her well. Now it is my turn. And while I find it hard from time to time, I am grateful I get the time to spend with her regardless.
I know she misses living with you all- she wishes so much she could be there taking care of you- isn't that sweet?--- even though she can barely take care of herself...
I guess mom's are like that, eh!
But since neither she or I can be there to help you as you go through another type of struggle - a time of suffering--know that we appreciate all you have done for mom, and all you have always done for me. You must be headed straight to heaven when you leave this earth! The Lord is waiting with open arms... He is grateful to you for all the love you gave to mom and everyone! So am I ...
Big Sis, I am still "walking with Christ" for you and carry you to Jesus , Mary and the Holy Spirit daily, and I ask them to guide you and comfort you. I know they are doing that even though it is hard on you. The Lord never told us that we would not suffer, but He has promised to "walk with us" through our suffering.. I know you feel Him "walking with you" in this difficult time of suffering Linda.
I know you know His love-my dear sister. I hope you rest peacefully tonight again. I love you so much.
I truly miss you- Here are some hugs for you--- Much love and good night- Sharon
Marcus, your dear Mom called me and told me the great news about you. That your 3 tumors have totally shrunk and gone away and the 4th big one is 50 percent shrunk and that the doctors feel so good about your treatment that they are going to reduce the length of time that you have to take the chemo. Marcus that is amazing..... I am so thankful to God. I am so happy for you.
God has great plans in store for you- I know you trust Him. I know you know that He loves you deeply. Hold on to that Marcus and "be not afraid" my friend. The Lord your God is with you.
I am "Walking with Christ" daily for you and carrying you too to Jesus, Mary and the Dear Holy Spirit of God and praying for your speedy recovery--- we need good holy priests, and so you have to get well soon-- So, may the Lord bless you and heal you, and may we witness you being ordained a holy priest for Jesus one day soon---Amen....
In Christ love,
Sharon
I have had a chance to talk with you off and on. Still you suffer with extreme exhaustion and feeling so sick. I am so sorry- I wish it were not so. I wish things could be different. That we could laugh, share fun times together on the phone, talk longer, but you are too tired and it is hard for you right now.
I understand, but it still makes me so sad. It is hard.
In the meantime I continue to plod forward in my effort to take care of mom and provide her with as much tender care as you and Chris did. It is a daunting task and I thank you for doing it for over a year. I feel overwhelmed and exhausted by it already and it has only been 2 months for me so far.
Mom gave me a scare - she fell last night- I managed to get her up and she wasn't hurt, but she did cut her arm on the railing of the staircase. I put band aids on her arm. However, she bled on her white sheets in the night. When I got home from work today I found that she had taken the sheets off her bed and thrown them in the corner. But as you and I both know, if you have blood on something, it has to be put in cold water right away to get it out. Well, she didn't do that, of course, because she can't, and so once I discovered that the sheets had blood on them, I put the sheets in clorox and cold water.
Oddly enough, the clorox ate a hole in the top part of the flat sheet and so I had to go out and buy her a new set of KING SIZE sheets for her bed. Guess I learned something new about clorox that I never knew before- don't put too much clorox on fabric for too long or it will "eat" the fabric !! YIPES!
Anyway, she was fine, so I thought. But this afternoon, while I was putting the sheets in the laundry I heard a thud! I yelled up to mom and asked her if she was OK and she said, "yes" but I didn't believe her so I went running to find her and I saw her "crawling" on the floor from where she had fallen--she didn't want me to know she had fallen so she was trying to get in a place where I couldn't see her on the floor. I quickly ran to her and tried to pick her up, but she was so weak that it was very hard for me to lift her up off the floor. She had to hold on to the railing of the stairs so I could help her lift up off the floor.
It was scary needless to say. I am insisting that she now gets Life Line and wears it on her body daily since I can't be home with her all the time, like you were able to be..
So, kuddos to you and Chris for all you did to take care of Mom. It is a very daunting task. You did a great job. You served her well. Now it is my turn. And while I find it hard from time to time, I am grateful I get the time to spend with her regardless.
I know she misses living with you all- she wishes so much she could be there taking care of you- isn't that sweet?--- even though she can barely take care of herself...
I guess mom's are like that, eh!
But since neither she or I can be there to help you as you go through another type of struggle - a time of suffering--know that we appreciate all you have done for mom, and all you have always done for me. You must be headed straight to heaven when you leave this earth! The Lord is waiting with open arms... He is grateful to you for all the love you gave to mom and everyone! So am I ...
Big Sis, I am still "walking with Christ" for you and carry you to Jesus , Mary and the Holy Spirit daily, and I ask them to guide you and comfort you. I know they are doing that even though it is hard on you. The Lord never told us that we would not suffer, but He has promised to "walk with us" through our suffering.. I know you feel Him "walking with you" in this difficult time of suffering Linda.
I know you know His love-my dear sister. I hope you rest peacefully tonight again. I love you so much.
I truly miss you- Here are some hugs for you--- Much love and good night- Sharon
Marcus, your dear Mom called me and told me the great news about you. That your 3 tumors have totally shrunk and gone away and the 4th big one is 50 percent shrunk and that the doctors feel so good about your treatment that they are going to reduce the length of time that you have to take the chemo. Marcus that is amazing..... I am so thankful to God. I am so happy for you.
God has great plans in store for you- I know you trust Him. I know you know that He loves you deeply. Hold on to that Marcus and "be not afraid" my friend. The Lord your God is with you.
I am "Walking with Christ" daily for you and carrying you too to Jesus, Mary and the Dear Holy Spirit of God and praying for your speedy recovery--- we need good holy priests, and so you have to get well soon-- So, may the Lord bless you and heal you, and may we witness you being ordained a holy priest for Jesus one day soon---Amen....
In Christ love,
Sharon
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Tuesday Sept 15, 09
Linda dear,
It has been over a month now since I have posted anything because I know you have been too sick to even read any of my messages to you. I thought though that today I would drop you a line again and say hi. It has been a long day but a good one. I only hope that that has been true for you too.
I did get your phone call message today that you left on my cell phone. I was at work so I couldn't pick it up but as soon as I could, I listened to my voicemail.
I am excited to hear that Lianna is pregnant. CONGRATULATIONS GRANDMA and GRANDPA!!
That is so wonderful... What a blessing. We know full well how exciting it is to be grandparents.
Great news!!!
I hope this news brings a little joy to you as you continue to struggle with feeling so sick and so exhausted from the chemo you are taking.
Remember Linda as a young mom the days you were so exhausted from the birth of your babies and the sleepless nights that went on forever and ever? Try to think about those days --- maybe that will bring a smile to your face as you realize now that your own little girl is going to be "sleepless in Virgina" too and she will be feeling what it means to be able to have a small part in bringing forth another child for the kingdom of God. Just like you did. And you did so well. Your children are amazing....
Let this bring you joy as you struggle with your " sickness and exhaustion" Linda.
I am sure you realize that today, Sept 15, 09, is the Feast day of Our Lady of Sorrow. Mary, Jesus' mother understands what it means to suffer Linda. She watched in agony as her dear son, was beaten, spit upon, tortured, mocked, hung on a cross....She understands your pain Linda.
She is with you. Turn to her to help pray for your renewed strength.
Yesterday, Monday, Sept 14, 09, was the feast day of the Holy Cross. The Holy Cross that our dear Lord Jesus hung on for you for 3 hours. 3 longs hours of misery and suffering unbelievable so you could know how very much you are loved by Him. Look into His face Linda, and let His love, care, concern, and tenderness, radiate peace onto you. Feel His love blow softly across your face as He breathes His breath of love onto you Linda. Let His love help you rest in peace tonight. Know that His mother of Sorrow, is praying for you, to Him; Him, who knows all sorrow....
I am praying for you my big sis-- and as always, everyday, "I am walking with Christ" for you and praying for you to Jesus. I am trusting Him to hold you close to His heart. I love you so much Linda. I miss you so very much. Here is a big hug .. Sweet dreams from your little sis! Much much love----- Sharon
Marcus- I haven't written to you in a long time either- I hear you are back in the seminary and are an RA. Doing all this while you are taking chemo. You are amazingly strong! I am praying for you Marcus and I carry you to Jesus daily in the Eucharist too. I want you to know that I am continually "walking with Christ" for you daily with the hopes that you will feel God's great love and healing power in your heart, soul and body, Marcus.
Take care my friend. Be not afraid. God is with you and so are we. Sharon
It has been over a month now since I have posted anything because I know you have been too sick to even read any of my messages to you. I thought though that today I would drop you a line again and say hi. It has been a long day but a good one. I only hope that that has been true for you too.
I did get your phone call message today that you left on my cell phone. I was at work so I couldn't pick it up but as soon as I could, I listened to my voicemail.
I am excited to hear that Lianna is pregnant. CONGRATULATIONS GRANDMA and GRANDPA!!
That is so wonderful... What a blessing. We know full well how exciting it is to be grandparents.
Great news!!!
I hope this news brings a little joy to you as you continue to struggle with feeling so sick and so exhausted from the chemo you are taking.
Remember Linda as a young mom the days you were so exhausted from the birth of your babies and the sleepless nights that went on forever and ever? Try to think about those days --- maybe that will bring a smile to your face as you realize now that your own little girl is going to be "sleepless in Virgina" too and she will be feeling what it means to be able to have a small part in bringing forth another child for the kingdom of God. Just like you did. And you did so well. Your children are amazing....
Let this bring you joy as you struggle with your " sickness and exhaustion" Linda.
I am sure you realize that today, Sept 15, 09, is the Feast day of Our Lady of Sorrow. Mary, Jesus' mother understands what it means to suffer Linda. She watched in agony as her dear son, was beaten, spit upon, tortured, mocked, hung on a cross....She understands your pain Linda.
She is with you. Turn to her to help pray for your renewed strength.
Yesterday, Monday, Sept 14, 09, was the feast day of the Holy Cross. The Holy Cross that our dear Lord Jesus hung on for you for 3 hours. 3 longs hours of misery and suffering unbelievable so you could know how very much you are loved by Him. Look into His face Linda, and let His love, care, concern, and tenderness, radiate peace onto you. Feel His love blow softly across your face as He breathes His breath of love onto you Linda. Let His love help you rest in peace tonight. Know that His mother of Sorrow, is praying for you, to Him; Him, who knows all sorrow....
I am praying for you my big sis-- and as always, everyday, "I am walking with Christ" for you and praying for you to Jesus. I am trusting Him to hold you close to His heart. I love you so much Linda. I miss you so very much. Here is a big hug .. Sweet dreams from your little sis! Much much love----- Sharon
Marcus- I haven't written to you in a long time either- I hear you are back in the seminary and are an RA. Doing all this while you are taking chemo. You are amazingly strong! I am praying for you Marcus and I carry you to Jesus daily in the Eucharist too. I want you to know that I am continually "walking with Christ" for you daily with the hopes that you will feel God's great love and healing power in your heart, soul and body, Marcus.
Take care my friend. Be not afraid. God is with you and so are we. Sharon
Friday, August 14, 2009
Day 17 for Linda and 18 for Marcus
Linda, today is Friday, August 14, 2009, and we got to visit briefly this morning on the phone just before you were starting your chemo treatments. You sound a lot better. I am so happy.. I feel like a heavy weight has been lifted off all of us. I have been so worried. I am still concerned, but feel more hopeful. I can only imagine how much more hopeful you too must be feeling..
I do hope you continue to feel stronger every day.. .
Tomorrow, Saturday, Aug 15, 2009, is the Feast of the Assumption of Mary into Heaven.
I will be at Mass thinking of you and praying for you to Mary to pray for your recovery to her dear Son, our Lord Jesus. I am entrusting you to them to carrying you Linda through your journey to healing.. I know that they are with you. All of heaven is watching over you and praying for you too... How else could it be with all our prayers rising like incense to heaven for you?
I am "walking with Christ" for you in prayers Linda. Have sweet dreams tonight. I look forward to hearing more about how you are doing tomorrow...
Until then, good night my sweet brave sister--- Linda.. Love your little sis, Sharon
Marcus, I haven't had a chance to talk to you in the past few days. I am praying that you are doing OK.
I am "walking with Christ" for you too Marcus. I know that God is with you also. I will continue to pray for you.
Have a good weekend relaxing.. I hope to hear from you soon again..
Until then, God bless you and hold you close to His dear Heart, Marcus.
In God's love, Sharon
I do hope you continue to feel stronger every day.. .
Tomorrow, Saturday, Aug 15, 2009, is the Feast of the Assumption of Mary into Heaven.
I will be at Mass thinking of you and praying for you to Mary to pray for your recovery to her dear Son, our Lord Jesus. I am entrusting you to them to carrying you Linda through your journey to healing.. I know that they are with you. All of heaven is watching over you and praying for you too... How else could it be with all our prayers rising like incense to heaven for you?
I am "walking with Christ" for you in prayers Linda. Have sweet dreams tonight. I look forward to hearing more about how you are doing tomorrow...
Until then, good night my sweet brave sister--- Linda.. Love your little sis, Sharon
Marcus, I haven't had a chance to talk to you in the past few days. I am praying that you are doing OK.
I am "walking with Christ" for you too Marcus. I know that God is with you also. I will continue to pray for you.
Have a good weekend relaxing.. I hope to hear from you soon again..
Until then, God bless you and hold you close to His dear Heart, Marcus.
In God's love, Sharon
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Day 16 for Linda and Day 17 for Marcus
Thursday August 13, 2009.
Linda I am amazed... And I am so excited to hear the great news about you feeling so much better as a result of the doctor reducing your chemo to half the dosage.. I was so excited that I ate a big piece of chocolate candy today, which I had decided that I would give up as a way to remind myself of your need for prayer every day..
When you told me you were feeling better today, I wanted to celebrate!!!. The chocolate was yummy and the good news from you is exhilarating... Thanks Be to God!!! Our prayers for you are being answered.. I know you still have a long journey ahead of you, but each day is a gift so I am going to be thankful today that you are feeling better. This is a gift from God.
You are God's special child and He loves you so much. I love you too Linda. I am "walking with Christ" for you today in my heart and thoughts. Thank you so much for calling me. I was thrilled I could talk to you while you were getting your chemo. That is incredible.
This is such good news, that tonight I know we both can rest a little easier and more peacefully.
I wish you sweet dreams my big sister Linda. You are my heroine....
Love and hugs, your little sister, Sharon
Marcus-- I hope your day is going as well as Linda's day is.. I am praying for you daily.
I know how very special you are to so many people, Marcus, that I am confident the power of all their prayers are carrying you to the ears of God, who created you for Himself. He is with you and so are we in thoughts and prayers for you Marcus.
I am "walking with Christ" for you. I am entrusting you tonight to the love of our dear Lord and asking His love to fill your heart with His peace. Have a peaceful rest tonight...
In Christ love, Sharon
Linda I am amazed... And I am so excited to hear the great news about you feeling so much better as a result of the doctor reducing your chemo to half the dosage.. I was so excited that I ate a big piece of chocolate candy today, which I had decided that I would give up as a way to remind myself of your need for prayer every day..
When you told me you were feeling better today, I wanted to celebrate!!!. The chocolate was yummy and the good news from you is exhilarating... Thanks Be to God!!! Our prayers for you are being answered.. I know you still have a long journey ahead of you, but each day is a gift so I am going to be thankful today that you are feeling better. This is a gift from God.
You are God's special child and He loves you so much. I love you too Linda. I am "walking with Christ" for you today in my heart and thoughts. Thank you so much for calling me. I was thrilled I could talk to you while you were getting your chemo. That is incredible.
This is such good news, that tonight I know we both can rest a little easier and more peacefully.
I wish you sweet dreams my big sister Linda. You are my heroine....
Love and hugs, your little sister, Sharon
Marcus-- I hope your day is going as well as Linda's day is.. I am praying for you daily.
I know how very special you are to so many people, Marcus, that I am confident the power of all their prayers are carrying you to the ears of God, who created you for Himself. He is with you and so are we in thoughts and prayers for you Marcus.
I am "walking with Christ" for you. I am entrusting you tonight to the love of our dear Lord and asking His love to fill your heart with His peace. Have a peaceful rest tonight...
In Christ love, Sharon
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Day 15 for Linda and Day 16 for Marcus
Linda I miss talking to you today, Wed Aug 12 09.. You were not feeling well enough I guess to call today, and I don't want to call you for fear I might wake you up..
I wonder though how you are doing? Mom keeps asking me why this is happening to you? I don't know the reason obviously so all I can say is "I don't know Mom." I am sorry that you are still suffering so much Linda.. I am praying for you every day. I know that you are in God's Hands. So, I have to leave you in His hands because when I try to make sense out of it all, I feel overwhelmed with sadness.
I hope you are sleeping peacefully by now, and that you will have strength again to endure tomorrow's chemo treatments. Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you today.
I lift you up in my heart to Jesus and in my prayers I ask Him to restore you to perfect health.
I love you Linda.. Good night dear big sis.... Sharon
Marcus,
I wonder how you are feeling today? I hope OK.. I am praying for you my friend.. Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you today too and hoping the best for you. You are loved by God. He is looking down upon you Marcus. Rest in His love...
Rest peacefully tonight--- In Christ love, Sharon
I wonder though how you are doing? Mom keeps asking me why this is happening to you? I don't know the reason obviously so all I can say is "I don't know Mom." I am sorry that you are still suffering so much Linda.. I am praying for you every day. I know that you are in God's Hands. So, I have to leave you in His hands because when I try to make sense out of it all, I feel overwhelmed with sadness.
I hope you are sleeping peacefully by now, and that you will have strength again to endure tomorrow's chemo treatments. Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you today.
I lift you up in my heart to Jesus and in my prayers I ask Him to restore you to perfect health.
I love you Linda.. Good night dear big sis.... Sharon
Marcus,
I wonder how you are feeling today? I hope OK.. I am praying for you my friend.. Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you today too and hoping the best for you. You are loved by God. He is looking down upon you Marcus. Rest in His love...
Rest peacefully tonight--- In Christ love, Sharon
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Day 14 for Linda and Day 15 for Marcus
Tuesday August 11, 2009
Linda again today you were able to call me. You sound somewhat better...You seem more hopeful today since you are getting to reduce the dosage of your chemo...
I am so happy that this is being allowed and that this is still safe for you to do.
You mentioned to me that you would have to have blood work done often to find out how your liver and other organs are doing.. Wow, this is really difficult, isn't it?
Today at Mass I was reading a Bible verse in Matthew about how Jesus was telling the people to "let the children come unto Him." Jesus himself tells the listeners that each child's "angel is looking at the face of His heavenly father daily."
I couldn't help but think of you Linda. You are a dear child of God and you have even had to become more " child like" in your dependence upon Him to carry you through this very difficult time in your life. But how much hope it gives me when I know that it is Jesus' own words that the angels are looking in the face of God for you.. This isn't just an "eloquent thing" to say to someone. No, it is actually the very words of your dear Lord Jesus. It gives me so much joy and so much peace as I think about how God Almighty is speaking and allowing you and me to know that your angels are looking into God's face daily for you... It brings tears to my eyes and a lump in my throat.. You are a child of God and your angels are with you.....
I know you are precious to God. Sometimes when you are really feeling sick, you forget how precious you really are to God, don't you? Well, I want you to know that you are very precious to Jesus and that He is carrying you to His Father and holding you before God's throne of grace and love. I hope you can feel that love Linda as you continue to journey through this cancer ordeal.
I also hope you know that I am "walking with Christ" for you today in my prayers, thoughts and hope. Know that all of heaven is looking upon you and singing to Jesus for your recovery Linda and I join them in this song....
Sleep peacefully my dear sister.. I love you ----Sharon
My dear Marcus,
I got an email from you today and it is so good to hear from you finally.
You are so strong Marcus.. You amaze me. That must be why God is calling you to be a priest one day.. You will be a stronger and even more giving priest, I am sure.
I am praying for you daily and lifting you up to Jesus to carry you and send His angels to you too.
I know how much Jesus loves you Marcus. I am confident that you do too..
I hope you know that I am "walking with Christ" for you today in my prayers, thoughts and hope for you to recover quickly and without struggle..
Keep me posted please as to how well you are doing.. Rest peacefully tonight Marcus.
Know that all of your angels are looking upon the face of God for you too.
Love, Sharon
Linda again today you were able to call me. You sound somewhat better...You seem more hopeful today since you are getting to reduce the dosage of your chemo...
I am so happy that this is being allowed and that this is still safe for you to do.
You mentioned to me that you would have to have blood work done often to find out how your liver and other organs are doing.. Wow, this is really difficult, isn't it?
Today at Mass I was reading a Bible verse in Matthew about how Jesus was telling the people to "let the children come unto Him." Jesus himself tells the listeners that each child's "angel is looking at the face of His heavenly father daily."
I couldn't help but think of you Linda. You are a dear child of God and you have even had to become more " child like" in your dependence upon Him to carry you through this very difficult time in your life. But how much hope it gives me when I know that it is Jesus' own words that the angels are looking in the face of God for you.. This isn't just an "eloquent thing" to say to someone. No, it is actually the very words of your dear Lord Jesus. It gives me so much joy and so much peace as I think about how God Almighty is speaking and allowing you and me to know that your angels are looking into God's face daily for you... It brings tears to my eyes and a lump in my throat.. You are a child of God and your angels are with you.....
I know you are precious to God. Sometimes when you are really feeling sick, you forget how precious you really are to God, don't you? Well, I want you to know that you are very precious to Jesus and that He is carrying you to His Father and holding you before God's throne of grace and love. I hope you can feel that love Linda as you continue to journey through this cancer ordeal.
I also hope you know that I am "walking with Christ" for you today in my prayers, thoughts and hope. Know that all of heaven is looking upon you and singing to Jesus for your recovery Linda and I join them in this song....
Sleep peacefully my dear sister.. I love you ----Sharon
My dear Marcus,
I got an email from you today and it is so good to hear from you finally.
You are so strong Marcus.. You amaze me. That must be why God is calling you to be a priest one day.. You will be a stronger and even more giving priest, I am sure.
I am praying for you daily and lifting you up to Jesus to carry you and send His angels to you too.
I know how much Jesus loves you Marcus. I am confident that you do too..
I hope you know that I am "walking with Christ" for you today in my prayers, thoughts and hope for you to recover quickly and without struggle..
Keep me posted please as to how well you are doing.. Rest peacefully tonight Marcus.
Know that all of your angels are looking upon the face of God for you too.
Love, Sharon
Monday, August 10, 2009
Day 13 and Day 14 for Linda and Marcus
Monday - August 10, 09
Linda, I received your phone call message today.. I was bummed that I missed your call. My cell phone was on silent so I didn't hear it ring.
I did get the good news though that you left on my phone. I am so happy that your doctor allowed you to cut your chemo to half the dosage.. I know you are feeling more hopeful. After talking to you yesterday, I was so worried about if you could take another day of this chemo.. Obviously you could not because it is making you so sick.. I am so grateful to God that He answered our prayers for you Linda, and your doctor said that you could reduce the amount of chemo.. Now, maybe tonight you will be able to rest in peace and sleep more soundly. Now, today you might be able to tolerate another day of chemo. Know that all of heaven is with you.
God hears the cries of the poor. You are His "poor in health" right now and He is lifting you up to His presence of peace.. I am so happy for you today Linda. I hope you know that I am "walking with Christ" for you, and praying so hard tonight again for your speedy recovery through this ordeal you are having to endure. I love you so much my dear big sister.. Only another 2 weeks to go of this intense chemo and then it should become somewhat easier. I am hoping and praying that this will be true..
Have sweet dreams tonight Linda. May St. Michael the Archangel defend you in this horrible sick battle you are having to endure. May all the angels in heaven surround you and lift you to God's holy love and presence. May you feel His great love He has for you Linda. Good night, and sleep in peace....
I love you so very much ...Sharon
Marcus, tomorrow, Tuesday, August 11, 09, you have to restart your chemo.. I will lift you up to God daily for your strength.. I am trusting God that you will not get sick and will endure this very well.
Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you and praying daily for you Marcus. You are in God's love and His care.. May you feel His peace..
In God's love, Sharon
Linda, I received your phone call message today.. I was bummed that I missed your call. My cell phone was on silent so I didn't hear it ring.
I did get the good news though that you left on my phone. I am so happy that your doctor allowed you to cut your chemo to half the dosage.. I know you are feeling more hopeful. After talking to you yesterday, I was so worried about if you could take another day of this chemo.. Obviously you could not because it is making you so sick.. I am so grateful to God that He answered our prayers for you Linda, and your doctor said that you could reduce the amount of chemo.. Now, maybe tonight you will be able to rest in peace and sleep more soundly. Now, today you might be able to tolerate another day of chemo. Know that all of heaven is with you.
God hears the cries of the poor. You are His "poor in health" right now and He is lifting you up to His presence of peace.. I am so happy for you today Linda. I hope you know that I am "walking with Christ" for you, and praying so hard tonight again for your speedy recovery through this ordeal you are having to endure. I love you so much my dear big sister.. Only another 2 weeks to go of this intense chemo and then it should become somewhat easier. I am hoping and praying that this will be true..
Have sweet dreams tonight Linda. May St. Michael the Archangel defend you in this horrible sick battle you are having to endure. May all the angels in heaven surround you and lift you to God's holy love and presence. May you feel His great love He has for you Linda. Good night, and sleep in peace....
I love you so very much ...Sharon
Marcus, tomorrow, Tuesday, August 11, 09, you have to restart your chemo.. I will lift you up to God daily for your strength.. I am trusting God that you will not get sick and will endure this very well.
Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you and praying daily for you Marcus. You are in God's love and His care.. May you feel His peace..
In God's love, Sharon
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Day 12 and Day 13 for Linda and Marcus
Sunday, August 9, 09
Linda, thank you so much for calling today. It was so great to hear your voice.
It breaks my heart to hear how sick you are. I am hoping and pray that these next 2 weeks will fly by.. You are struggling I know Linda, but I also know that you lean on the Lord for your strength, and even though you feel as if you can not make it another day, the Lord will fill your body with His strength. I will continue to pray Linda. Be not afraid.. The Lord is your Rock. I am "walking with Christ" today for you. Try to rest tonight so that you will find energy for tomorrow.Know that all of heaven is "hushed" as we send up our prayers on your behalf. All of heaven is listening to our pleas for you. I know the eyes of God are upon you even as I write.. Sleep well my big sister-- Know that I will pray really hard again tomorrow for you. I love you...Sharon
Marcus,
I hear from your big brother that you will try and get in touch with me soon.. I am hopeful to hear from you and how your vacation went.. I know you have to start taking chemo again this week.
I am praying for you Marcus. We pray for you and Linda every night. Lean on Jesus to be your strength Marcus.. He will carry you through this... I am "walking with Christ" for you today.
I am lifting you up to all of heaven knowing that you face is before God daily.. He loves you and we do too.
Love, Sharon
Linda, thank you so much for calling today. It was so great to hear your voice.
It breaks my heart to hear how sick you are. I am hoping and pray that these next 2 weeks will fly by.. You are struggling I know Linda, but I also know that you lean on the Lord for your strength, and even though you feel as if you can not make it another day, the Lord will fill your body with His strength. I will continue to pray Linda. Be not afraid.. The Lord is your Rock. I am "walking with Christ" today for you. Try to rest tonight so that you will find energy for tomorrow.Know that all of heaven is "hushed" as we send up our prayers on your behalf. All of heaven is listening to our pleas for you. I know the eyes of God are upon you even as I write.. Sleep well my big sister-- Know that I will pray really hard again tomorrow for you. I love you...Sharon
Marcus,
I hear from your big brother that you will try and get in touch with me soon.. I am hopeful to hear from you and how your vacation went.. I know you have to start taking chemo again this week.
I am praying for you Marcus. We pray for you and Linda every night. Lean on Jesus to be your strength Marcus.. He will carry you through this... I am "walking with Christ" for you today.
I am lifting you up to all of heaven knowing that you face is before God daily.. He loves you and we do too.
Love, Sharon
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Aug 8, Day 12 for Linda and Day 13 for Marcus
Saturday- Day 12 for Linda- and Day 13 for Marcus
Linda, you called me this morning and it was so great to hear your voice. However, you do sound so sick. I am so sorry Linda that you have been so terribly sick and I am glad that your husband called your doctor yesterday and told him that you were too sick to take chemo yesterday so you could have a break.
It hurts me so much to know how terribly sick you are by this chemo and that you have 2 more weeks of strong doses to take before you can reduce the strong dose to some what less strength. How hard this chemical is on your body...It is so sad to know...
I am praying so hard for you Linda. I know that doesn't sound like enough at times, but truly the greatest strength we have is in prayers we offer to God like incense. The prayers raise up to God's heart and His heart is moved towards His beloved.
I know you are one of God's dearly beloved. In the book of Songs of Songs in the Old Testament the scriptures talks about "I am my beloved." St. Paul talks about how we are the beloved of God.
Linda know that you are the beloved of God and that He is with you during this very difficult time.
He is holding you in His arms and carrying you close to His heart. Turn to Him Linda. Let His great love restore your strength. Know that on this Saturday, Aug 8, I am "walking with Christ" for you again... You are very special to me. I am glad that I was able to hear your voice today. Until I get to speak to you again, be at peace my dear sister... Rest in the love of God and the love that I have for you. I love you so very much, my big sister---- Sharon
Marcus, I was able to speak to your brother today and he told me that you haven't started back on your chemo yet. But, he said that you do get very tired and feel pretty lousy from it, when you did take it the first time. So, I am praying for you to be full of God's strength as you endure the next round of chemo to rid your body from cancer. Know that I am "walking with Christ" again for you and keep you in my prayers. You are an amazing young man. We are proud of you Marcus..
Love Sharon
Linda, you called me this morning and it was so great to hear your voice. However, you do sound so sick. I am so sorry Linda that you have been so terribly sick and I am glad that your husband called your doctor yesterday and told him that you were too sick to take chemo yesterday so you could have a break.
It hurts me so much to know how terribly sick you are by this chemo and that you have 2 more weeks of strong doses to take before you can reduce the strong dose to some what less strength. How hard this chemical is on your body...It is so sad to know...
I am praying so hard for you Linda. I know that doesn't sound like enough at times, but truly the greatest strength we have is in prayers we offer to God like incense. The prayers raise up to God's heart and His heart is moved towards His beloved.
I know you are one of God's dearly beloved. In the book of Songs of Songs in the Old Testament the scriptures talks about "I am my beloved." St. Paul talks about how we are the beloved of God.
Linda know that you are the beloved of God and that He is with you during this very difficult time.
He is holding you in His arms and carrying you close to His heart. Turn to Him Linda. Let His great love restore your strength. Know that on this Saturday, Aug 8, I am "walking with Christ" for you again... You are very special to me. I am glad that I was able to hear your voice today. Until I get to speak to you again, be at peace my dear sister... Rest in the love of God and the love that I have for you. I love you so very much, my big sister---- Sharon
Marcus, I was able to speak to your brother today and he told me that you haven't started back on your chemo yet. But, he said that you do get very tired and feel pretty lousy from it, when you did take it the first time. So, I am praying for you to be full of God's strength as you endure the next round of chemo to rid your body from cancer. Know that I am "walking with Christ" again for you and keep you in my prayers. You are an amazing young man. We are proud of you Marcus..
Love Sharon
Friday, August 7, 2009
Friday Aug 7, Day 11 and Day 12 for Linda and Marcus
Today is Friday and Day 11 for Linda and Day 12 for Marcus.....
Hi Linda, How are you feeling today? I am sure you are feeling pretty lousy. I have been thinking a lot about you today..
My hubby and I got to spend the day with our grandsons- we took them to Chuck N Cheese- they had a blast, and it was great spending time with them, and our oldest daughter- we haven't been able to do that for a while so we decided to take today to get away and go enjoy the boys and our daughter...
I want you to know this because since I had to be out of town today, Mom decided to go out with some of my friends here that she had meet over the years when she used to come and visit. She had a great time. They went to lunch and then they brought her home and she is now resting. I wanted you to know that because I know you have been concerned about her adjusting to living here now.
She is doing better Linda. Thanks to all your great effort over the past 2 years with Mom, you helped her to have a sense of courage to do things she might be scared to do otherwise. So, I couldn't help but think how happy you will be to know today that Mom is adjusting finally.
I want you to be at peace and I promise you that we will take as good of care as her as you did. (but then you are a tough act to follow!) I hope that will bring a smile to your face today once your daughter reads this to you. I know it isn't the same as feeling well, but it is a reason to feel happy that you do not have to be concerned now. Mom is adjusting fine.. We are helping her to feel at home. You just concentrate on taking care of yourself and get well soon....
I want you to know that I am "walking with Christ" again for you today in prayer and thoughts Linda. I am praying for your speedy recovery and a peaceful night sleep.
I love you so much... Here is a big hug....Love, Sharon
Hi Marcus----
How are things going for you? I am hopeful to hear from you soon. I am "walking with Christ" for you too Marcus in my prayers and thoughts. I know you are going to recover with the Lord's help. We all are sending our best to you from our family...
Love, Sharon
Hi Linda, How are you feeling today? I am sure you are feeling pretty lousy. I have been thinking a lot about you today..
My hubby and I got to spend the day with our grandsons- we took them to Chuck N Cheese- they had a blast, and it was great spending time with them, and our oldest daughter- we haven't been able to do that for a while so we decided to take today to get away and go enjoy the boys and our daughter...
I want you to know this because since I had to be out of town today, Mom decided to go out with some of my friends here that she had meet over the years when she used to come and visit. She had a great time. They went to lunch and then they brought her home and she is now resting. I wanted you to know that because I know you have been concerned about her adjusting to living here now.
She is doing better Linda. Thanks to all your great effort over the past 2 years with Mom, you helped her to have a sense of courage to do things she might be scared to do otherwise. So, I couldn't help but think how happy you will be to know today that Mom is adjusting finally.
I want you to be at peace and I promise you that we will take as good of care as her as you did. (but then you are a tough act to follow!) I hope that will bring a smile to your face today once your daughter reads this to you. I know it isn't the same as feeling well, but it is a reason to feel happy that you do not have to be concerned now. Mom is adjusting fine.. We are helping her to feel at home. You just concentrate on taking care of yourself and get well soon....
I want you to know that I am "walking with Christ" again for you today in prayer and thoughts Linda. I am praying for your speedy recovery and a peaceful night sleep.
I love you so much... Here is a big hug....Love, Sharon
Hi Marcus----
How are things going for you? I am hopeful to hear from you soon. I am "walking with Christ" for you too Marcus in my prayers and thoughts. I know you are going to recover with the Lord's help. We all are sending our best to you from our family...
Love, Sharon
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Day 11 for Linda and Day 12 for Marcus
Today is Thursday August 6, 2009
Linda, I got a phone call from one of your daughters early this morning while you were in the hospital room taking your chemo. She told me that you had asked her to call me and to say hello to me for you since you are not able to call me on the phone because you are too sick and fatigued to talk. It was so good to hear from her and from you even if it had to be through her.
I miss talking to you so much, but I totally understand Linda that you are not able to talk on the phone. I was sad after she and I hung up the phone because I miss our daily chats, but I had just come out of daily Mass and I had just carried you in my heart to Jesus in the Eucharist and had asked Him to be with you. So, I was able to turn to Jesus and His blessed Mother and lift this sadness of mine up to them. I asked them to give you strength during your treatment and to help you feel better soon. I know they will answer my prayers for you because they love you so much. I love you too Linda, and I look so forward to the times we can talk again on the phone.
I wish I didn't live so far away. That makes this even harder. But even though we are miles apart, you are close here in my heart each moment of the day. I pause often throughout the day, as I think about you, and say a little prayer for you. I hope you feel my love for you even though we can't talk, and we are so far away from each other. Know Linda, that I am "walking with Christ" for you with the hopes that you will feel better soon and that you will be lifted up on "angels wings" to the presence of Jesus and comforted in a special way each day. I love you so very much. I miss you so------ Love your little sister, Sharon
Marcus, I am praying daily for you...Let me know when you return from vacation..
Love Sharon---
Linda, I got a phone call from one of your daughters early this morning while you were in the hospital room taking your chemo. She told me that you had asked her to call me and to say hello to me for you since you are not able to call me on the phone because you are too sick and fatigued to talk. It was so good to hear from her and from you even if it had to be through her.
I miss talking to you so much, but I totally understand Linda that you are not able to talk on the phone. I was sad after she and I hung up the phone because I miss our daily chats, but I had just come out of daily Mass and I had just carried you in my heart to Jesus in the Eucharist and had asked Him to be with you. So, I was able to turn to Jesus and His blessed Mother and lift this sadness of mine up to them. I asked them to give you strength during your treatment and to help you feel better soon. I know they will answer my prayers for you because they love you so much. I love you too Linda, and I look so forward to the times we can talk again on the phone.
I wish I didn't live so far away. That makes this even harder. But even though we are miles apart, you are close here in my heart each moment of the day. I pause often throughout the day, as I think about you, and say a little prayer for you. I hope you feel my love for you even though we can't talk, and we are so far away from each other. Know Linda, that I am "walking with Christ" for you with the hopes that you will feel better soon and that you will be lifted up on "angels wings" to the presence of Jesus and comforted in a special way each day. I love you so very much. I miss you so------ Love your little sister, Sharon
Marcus, I am praying daily for you...Let me know when you return from vacation..
Love Sharon---
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Day 10 for Linda and Day 11 for Marcus
Linda I love you - I really miss talking to you..... Have sweet dreams tonight.
Love your little sister, Sharon
Marcus, May the Lord bless you and may you sleep peacefully tonight..
Love Sharon
Love your little sister, Sharon
Marcus, May the Lord bless you and may you sleep peacefully tonight..
Love Sharon
Wed Day 10 for Linda and Day 11 for Marcus
Today is Wed. I still have not been able to talk to you Linda. I did find out that you were able to talk to mom today briefly while I was at work. I am sorry I wasn't able to talk to you.
Mom says that you are feeling pretty weak, but that you told her to tell me that you are "hanging in there." That of course, doesn't surprise me that you would be "hanging in there" Linda. You are so brave and trusting of God to meet you in this difficult journey. So, you are finding your strength in His love and care.
Julie called tonight and said that she had tried to call you today, but she wasn't able to talk to you either. Chris told her not to try and call you tonight because you are feeling so sick. Hearing that brings tears to my eyes. Linda, I am so sorry. I am so very sorry that you are having to go through this. Some days I don't even feel like I have the courage to face the smallest demands on me, and yet you bravely are enduring this. I am proud of you. You give me strength in accepting the things I need to process through in my own life. Your courage gives me the courage to continue to "walk with Christ " for you daily. I love you Linda. I miss being able to talk to you like I used to be able to each day. But, I will wait until you are stronger and then we can talk more. In the meantime, I am praying for you. Know Linda that I am thinking of you always and I am counting the days for you to when you will not have to take chemo anymore and that you will be totally healed..
I love you my big sis---Sharon
Marcus, I still haven't heard from you for a few days still, but I am confident that you are enjoying your vacation. I continue my desire to "walk with Christ" for you each day. I am trusting Him to heal you too. May the Lord be with you....
Love, Sharon
Mom says that you are feeling pretty weak, but that you told her to tell me that you are "hanging in there." That of course, doesn't surprise me that you would be "hanging in there" Linda. You are so brave and trusting of God to meet you in this difficult journey. So, you are finding your strength in His love and care.
Julie called tonight and said that she had tried to call you today, but she wasn't able to talk to you either. Chris told her not to try and call you tonight because you are feeling so sick. Hearing that brings tears to my eyes. Linda, I am so sorry. I am so very sorry that you are having to go through this. Some days I don't even feel like I have the courage to face the smallest demands on me, and yet you bravely are enduring this. I am proud of you. You give me strength in accepting the things I need to process through in my own life. Your courage gives me the courage to continue to "walk with Christ " for you daily. I love you Linda. I miss being able to talk to you like I used to be able to each day. But, I will wait until you are stronger and then we can talk more. In the meantime, I am praying for you. Know Linda that I am thinking of you always and I am counting the days for you to when you will not have to take chemo anymore and that you will be totally healed..
I love you my big sis---Sharon
Marcus, I still haven't heard from you for a few days still, but I am confident that you are enjoying your vacation. I continue my desire to "walk with Christ" for you each day. I am trusting Him to heal you too. May the Lord be with you....
Love, Sharon
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Day 9 for Linda and Day 10 for Marcus
Linda- I haven't been able to talk with you today. I have called you several times but you don't pick up the phone. I am assuming you must be sleeping.
I am thinking about you today and wishing so much I could be with you.
When I received the Eucharist today Linda, I carried you in my heart to Jesus and asked Him to touch you and be with you and fill you with His love and healing power. I trust that He is doing that even if we can't see it yet.
We will trust Him, right? That is what you are always telling me Linda. We will trust Him alone. So, know my dear sister, that again today I am "walking with Christ" for you and I am hoping and praying that your day is peaceful and you are able to rest.
I love you Linda..
Love your little sister----Sharon
Marcus, I know you are still away on vacation. I prayed for you at Mass today too. I can't wait to hear from you again to hear how you are feeling.
In the meantime, I continue to "walk with Christ" for you Marcus. May God's love fill your heart.
Love , Sharon
I am thinking about you today and wishing so much I could be with you.
When I received the Eucharist today Linda, I carried you in my heart to Jesus and asked Him to touch you and be with you and fill you with His love and healing power. I trust that He is doing that even if we can't see it yet.
We will trust Him, right? That is what you are always telling me Linda. We will trust Him alone. So, know my dear sister, that again today I am "walking with Christ" for you and I am hoping and praying that your day is peaceful and you are able to rest.
I love you Linda..
Love your little sister----Sharon
Marcus, I know you are still away on vacation. I prayed for you at Mass today too. I can't wait to hear from you again to hear how you are feeling.
In the meantime, I continue to "walk with Christ" for you Marcus. May God's love fill your heart.
Love , Sharon
Monday, August 3, 2009
Today is Day 8 for Linda and Day 9 for Marcus
My dear sister Linda.. Today is day 8 for you and you are very sick. I am so very sorry that you are so sick. Know that my heart goes out to you during this very difficult time in your life. I am praying for you daily. I love you so very much. Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you and hoping for a total miracle for you.
Love you so very much sis. Sharon
Marcus - today is day 9 for you and I know you are still on vacation. I am hoping you are enjoying your time away so that you will have strength to endure the next doses of chemo you have to take when you return from your vacation. Marcus, know that I am "walking with Christ" for you again today and praying for a miracle for you too...
Love Sharon
Love you so very much sis. Sharon
Marcus - today is day 9 for you and I know you are still on vacation. I am hoping you are enjoying your time away so that you will have strength to endure the next doses of chemo you have to take when you return from your vacation. Marcus, know that I am "walking with Christ" for you again today and praying for a miracle for you too...
Love Sharon
Today is Monday Day 8 for Linda and Day 9 for Marcus
Today is Monday August 3 - day 8 for Linda.
I spoke with Linda on the phone tonight and she is really having a difficult time feeling so sick. It breaks my heart. I could hear the sickness in the tone of her voice.
I wanted to reach through the phone and hold her in my arms and take away all her pain. It is so very hard to know that she is so sick and I am so very far away and can not do anything to help her.
Linda, I am so sorry you are so sick from this chemo. I know though if you do not take this chemo you might die a very early death from the cancer that has attacked your body. So, please, hang in there my dear sister. Try to look at this week as only 3 more weeks to go, and one full week already behind you.. Your days are actually becoming less to have to take such strong doses of chemo and so that is a "light at the end of the tunnel" for you.
Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you again today and that my tears are flooding the heart of Jesus with pleas of His tender care and love for you. I know that all the angels in heaven are carrying you on their wings up to His very presence Linda. Feel His great love and care for you my dear sister. Be not afraid. The Lord your God is with you. And I am here too for you. I am only a phone call away Linda. I miss you so much. I am praying gal...Love your little sister- Sharon
Today is day 9 for Marcus and he is still on vacation so I am hoping he is doing great..
Marcus I am "walking with Christ"again for you today. Know that I love you and will continue to pray for you too.
Love Sharon
I spoke with Linda on the phone tonight and she is really having a difficult time feeling so sick. It breaks my heart. I could hear the sickness in the tone of her voice.
I wanted to reach through the phone and hold her in my arms and take away all her pain. It is so very hard to know that she is so sick and I am so very far away and can not do anything to help her.
Linda, I am so sorry you are so sick from this chemo. I know though if you do not take this chemo you might die a very early death from the cancer that has attacked your body. So, please, hang in there my dear sister. Try to look at this week as only 3 more weeks to go, and one full week already behind you.. Your days are actually becoming less to have to take such strong doses of chemo and so that is a "light at the end of the tunnel" for you.
Know that I am "walking with Christ" for you again today and that my tears are flooding the heart of Jesus with pleas of His tender care and love for you. I know that all the angels in heaven are carrying you on their wings up to His very presence Linda. Feel His great love and care for you my dear sister. Be not afraid. The Lord your God is with you. And I am here too for you. I am only a phone call away Linda. I miss you so much. I am praying gal...Love your little sister- Sharon
Today is day 9 for Marcus and he is still on vacation so I am hoping he is doing great..
Marcus I am "walking with Christ"again for you today. Know that I love you and will continue to pray for you too.
Love Sharon
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Linda day 7 and Marcus day 8 dealing with chemo
Today is Sunday. Marcus has been fortunate enough to be able to go on a small vacation with his family for a week. He does not have to start chemo again for another week. He is feeling pretty well for right now. That is great.
Marcus I hope you are enjoying your time with your family. I lifted you up to Jesus today at Mass and I am praying for you constantly. I am "walking with Christ" again today for you and know that you are very special to all, especially the Lord.
Have a great vacation and we will talk or email again when you return home. Sharon
I have not been able to talk to Linda however. Linda is not doing well like Marcus is because Linda is taking such strong doses of chemo to rid her body of any melanoma cancer cells that might be hiding. As a result, Linda has become even weaker and sicker. I did read on her blog yesterday that she was feeling crummy but that she thanks all of us for our kind thoughts and prayers.
But since I couldn't speak with her on the phone today, I contacted her husband and spoke with him. He told me that Linda isn't doing very well, that she is weak and feeling sick. He also told me that she is somewhat discouraged because she had so hoped that she wouldn't feel as sick as she is. The hard part is that she had a brief break this weekend in not having to take chemo. She had hoped that the break would help her to feel somewhat better over the weekend, but it actually hasn't happened like that at all. She is sick and feels really lousy. She is spending a great deal of time in bed. Her dear husband told me that he feels so sad inside to have to see her go through this. To watch someone you love be so sick is very difficult. He is a great husband to her though and he will help her through this. Thank you Chris.
Linda also has some of her adult children around to help her out too and so that is an additional blessing from God. Thank you God.
Linda, I want you to know that I am "Walking with Christ" again today for you and will continue to do so in prayer and thought daily. I love you my dear sister. I am so sorry that you are having to go through this difficult sickness.
You know Linda, we both have spoken often about the sufferings in life of so many people and how sometimes it seems unbearable, but we both know that the Lord has always told us to "Be Not Afraid," and that He will always be with us. So, Linda, just like we have spoken so many times about, hold onto Jesus, and let His strength be your strength even when you feel you can not make it another moment. He too was weak by the horrors that happened to Him on Calvary and He looked to God for His strength. That is where He got His strength and that is where you and I must get ours. It wasn't easy for Jesus and it won't be easy for us, as you are finding out more and more every day. But remember Linda, God sent angels to minister to Jesus and He will send you angels too to help you get through this. I pray to St. Michael daily to defend you in this battle of sickness... I know he is praying on your behalf to God, Linda.
In the difficult time my dear sister, please know that my love for you is stronger than ever and my prayers are intense for your full recovery. I love you so very much. My tears flow from my face as I write to you Linda. They are tears of love and tears of sorrow to see you suffer. If anyone has taught me about sorrow it is Mary, Jesus' mother. And I know you are a dear friend of our Blessed Mother, so I will close here so I can go say a Rosary to her and ask her to intercede on your behalf tonight to our dear Lord Jesus and ask Him to carry you on this journey you are on.. I know Jesus listens to His mothers prayers like any good Jewish son listens to His mother. So, know your name is being uttered all throughout heaven....
Have sweet dreams tonight Linda. I love you. I will pray especially hard for you tomorrow as you begin your 8th day of treatment. Rest in God's love and know that you are so very special to me. I am forever, "Walking with Christ" for you and Marcus...... Love you little sis, Sharon
Marcus I hope you are enjoying your time with your family. I lifted you up to Jesus today at Mass and I am praying for you constantly. I am "walking with Christ" again today for you and know that you are very special to all, especially the Lord.
Have a great vacation and we will talk or email again when you return home. Sharon
I have not been able to talk to Linda however. Linda is not doing well like Marcus is because Linda is taking such strong doses of chemo to rid her body of any melanoma cancer cells that might be hiding. As a result, Linda has become even weaker and sicker. I did read on her blog yesterday that she was feeling crummy but that she thanks all of us for our kind thoughts and prayers.
But since I couldn't speak with her on the phone today, I contacted her husband and spoke with him. He told me that Linda isn't doing very well, that she is weak and feeling sick. He also told me that she is somewhat discouraged because she had so hoped that she wouldn't feel as sick as she is. The hard part is that she had a brief break this weekend in not having to take chemo. She had hoped that the break would help her to feel somewhat better over the weekend, but it actually hasn't happened like that at all. She is sick and feels really lousy. She is spending a great deal of time in bed. Her dear husband told me that he feels so sad inside to have to see her go through this. To watch someone you love be so sick is very difficult. He is a great husband to her though and he will help her through this. Thank you Chris.
Linda also has some of her adult children around to help her out too and so that is an additional blessing from God. Thank you God.
Linda, I want you to know that I am "Walking with Christ" again today for you and will continue to do so in prayer and thought daily. I love you my dear sister. I am so sorry that you are having to go through this difficult sickness.
You know Linda, we both have spoken often about the sufferings in life of so many people and how sometimes it seems unbearable, but we both know that the Lord has always told us to "Be Not Afraid," and that He will always be with us. So, Linda, just like we have spoken so many times about, hold onto Jesus, and let His strength be your strength even when you feel you can not make it another moment. He too was weak by the horrors that happened to Him on Calvary and He looked to God for His strength. That is where He got His strength and that is where you and I must get ours. It wasn't easy for Jesus and it won't be easy for us, as you are finding out more and more every day. But remember Linda, God sent angels to minister to Jesus and He will send you angels too to help you get through this. I pray to St. Michael daily to defend you in this battle of sickness... I know he is praying on your behalf to God, Linda.
In the difficult time my dear sister, please know that my love for you is stronger than ever and my prayers are intense for your full recovery. I love you so very much. My tears flow from my face as I write to you Linda. They are tears of love and tears of sorrow to see you suffer. If anyone has taught me about sorrow it is Mary, Jesus' mother. And I know you are a dear friend of our Blessed Mother, so I will close here so I can go say a Rosary to her and ask her to intercede on your behalf tonight to our dear Lord Jesus and ask Him to carry you on this journey you are on.. I know Jesus listens to His mothers prayers like any good Jewish son listens to His mother. So, know your name is being uttered all throughout heaven....
Have sweet dreams tonight Linda. I love you. I will pray especially hard for you tomorrow as you begin your 8th day of treatment. Rest in God's love and know that you are so very special to me. I am forever, "Walking with Christ" for you and Marcus...... Love you little sis, Sharon
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Day 6 for Linda and Day 7 for Marcus
Linda is struggling with not feeling well. Linda know that I am "walking with Christ" for you.
I know you are a strong person and that you will get through this very difficult time.
I am praying for you big sis and I love you .
I am glad you like the flowers we sent you. I hope they bring a smile to your face and joy in your heart as you deal with feeling so crummy..
All the angels in heaven are looking upon God's face for you again today and tonight. Rest peacefully my dear sister. Perhaps since today you didn't have to take chemo on Saturday and Sunday you will feel somewhat better and can find the strength you need when Monday comes and you have to start all over again on the chemo. Know that I love you and that you are in the heart of God Almighty and Jesus' mother, Mary. May the Holy Spirit empower you to do all you have to do to get through this difficult time Linda.
Hang in there. You are an amazing lady....
Sweet dreams Linda. Love, Sharon
Marcus, I know you are going on a small vacation with your family now that your doctor has approved it. I am so happy you get to go away for a week and relax. Have a great time with your family and know that while you are away, I am "walking with Christ"daily for you in prayer and hope. Be not afraid, Marcus. God is a good and gracious God and He is walking with you too. Have peaceful sleep tonight Marcus.
Love Sharon
Linda is struggling with not feeling well. Linda know that I am "walking with Christ" for you.
I know you are a strong person and that you will get through this very difficult time.
I am praying for you big sis and I love you .
I am glad you like the flowers we sent you. I hope they bring a smile to your face and joy in your heart as you deal with feeling so crummy..
All the angels in heaven are looking upon God's face for you again today and tonight. Rest peacefully my dear sister. Perhaps since today you didn't have to take chemo on Saturday and Sunday you will feel somewhat better and can find the strength you need when Monday comes and you have to start all over again on the chemo. Know that I love you and that you are in the heart of God Almighty and Jesus' mother, Mary. May the Holy Spirit empower you to do all you have to do to get through this difficult time Linda.
Hang in there. You are an amazing lady....
Sweet dreams Linda. Love, Sharon
Marcus, I know you are going on a small vacation with your family now that your doctor has approved it. I am so happy you get to go away for a week and relax. Have a great time with your family and know that while you are away, I am "walking with Christ"daily for you in prayer and hope. Be not afraid, Marcus. God is a good and gracious God and He is walking with you too. Have peaceful sleep tonight Marcus.
Love Sharon
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Day 5 for Marcus in his journey with Chemo treatments----
I just spoke with Marcus on the phone and he said that actually he is doing pretty good.
He said his treatments are only once every 2 weeks for about 5 hours a day.
He did have a bad day on Tuesday but feels better today- Thursday-
He actually was able to get up and go out with some friends. So that is very exciting and hopeful.
Marcus, know that we are all "walking with Christ" for you and for your full recovery.
When you get a chance, come to our site and write to us so we can hear from you your words as to how well you are doing.
Know that God is with you and watching over you. We love you Marcus. We are walking with Christ again today for you as you continue to make this long journey to total healing.
Sharon
I just spoke with Marcus on the phone and he said that actually he is doing pretty good.
He said his treatments are only once every 2 weeks for about 5 hours a day.
He did have a bad day on Tuesday but feels better today- Thursday-
He actually was able to get up and go out with some friends. So that is very exciting and hopeful.
Marcus, know that we are all "walking with Christ" for you and for your full recovery.
When you get a chance, come to our site and write to us so we can hear from you your words as to how well you are doing.
Know that God is with you and watching over you. We love you Marcus. We are walking with Christ again today for you as you continue to make this long journey to total healing.
Sharon
Day 4 for Linda and Day 5 for Marcus
Today is day 4 and day 5 for chemo treatments for Marcus and Linda-- So today I begin again my "Walking with Christ" for Marcus and Linda-----
I haven't been able to speak with Marcus yet about how he is doing with his chemotherapy treatment. It has been 5 days now for Marcus. Marcus, I am praying for you and "Walking with Christ" for you each day so that you will feel God's great love for you and know how very special you are to Him and to us. I am so sorry you are having to go through this ordeal with chemo to rid your body of cancer. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I am pulling for you Marcus with all the angels and saints in heaven.
God Bless you and keep you safe in His arms. Sharon
Today is day 4 for Linda and she has been really sick. The chemo is trying to kill any cancer cells that might still be in her body from Melanoma cancer. In the process, the chemo is making her very sick and weak.
Linda, I am praying for you too and "Walking with Christ" daily for you too. I am praying that God will surround you will all of His heavenly angels and guard you in all of your ways. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and that I am pulling for you too.
May you and Marcus rest peacefully today in between your sick spells. May the Lord grant you His grace and love today.
I love you Linda and Marcus. God is with you and so are we.
God bless you both.
Walking with Christ for you both today again..
Sharon
I haven't been able to speak with Marcus yet about how he is doing with his chemotherapy treatment. It has been 5 days now for Marcus. Marcus, I am praying for you and "Walking with Christ" for you each day so that you will feel God's great love for you and know how very special you are to Him and to us. I am so sorry you are having to go through this ordeal with chemo to rid your body of cancer. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I am pulling for you Marcus with all the angels and saints in heaven.
God Bless you and keep you safe in His arms. Sharon
Today is day 4 for Linda and she has been really sick. The chemo is trying to kill any cancer cells that might still be in her body from Melanoma cancer. In the process, the chemo is making her very sick and weak.
Linda, I am praying for you too and "Walking with Christ" daily for you too. I am praying that God will surround you will all of His heavenly angels and guard you in all of your ways. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and that I am pulling for you too.
May you and Marcus rest peacefully today in between your sick spells. May the Lord grant you His grace and love today.
I love you Linda and Marcus. God is with you and so are we.
God bless you both.
Walking with Christ for you both today again..
Sharon
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I have spoken with Linda today. Today is day 2 of her chemotherapy. So far she is only feeling moderately sick. We are hoping that this will stay true for her. We will see.
Linda we love you and are praying for you.
Marcus, I don't know yet how things are going for you. I know you started major infusion of chemotherapy on Sunday, July 26 early in the morning and that it lastest for 12 hours. I am hoping and praying that you will not be sick at all, but if you feel sick, that it will only be minimal.
Linda and Marcus, know that I am "walking with Christ" for you and I am embracing in my heart the journey that Jesus walked on the VIA DOLOROSA. This is the journey He made to Calvary.
You two are on your own journey to Calvary. I am sure you feel like you have been in the "Agony of the Garden" these past few days. Know that you Never walk alone. Know that Jesus is on the road with you and that I too am "walking with Christ" for you to Calvary so that you both will feel His love and His hope these next days, weeks and months through this year as you take chemotherapy.
There is no greater love than the Lord. We unite our love with Jesus for you. We intend to "help lift that cross off your shoulders" and "carry it for you as much as the Lord will allow us too" , especially through prayer, so you can have a pause in between this painful, difficult journey.
Always remember that after every "Good Friday" journey, there is the Joy of the Resurrection." so please, "Be Not Afraid."
Walking with Christ for you both.
Love you,
Sharon
Linda we love you and are praying for you.
Marcus, I don't know yet how things are going for you. I know you started major infusion of chemotherapy on Sunday, July 26 early in the morning and that it lastest for 12 hours. I am hoping and praying that you will not be sick at all, but if you feel sick, that it will only be minimal.
Linda and Marcus, know that I am "walking with Christ" for you and I am embracing in my heart the journey that Jesus walked on the VIA DOLOROSA. This is the journey He made to Calvary.
You two are on your own journey to Calvary. I am sure you feel like you have been in the "Agony of the Garden" these past few days. Know that you Never walk alone. Know that Jesus is on the road with you and that I too am "walking with Christ" for you to Calvary so that you both will feel His love and His hope these next days, weeks and months through this year as you take chemotherapy.
There is no greater love than the Lord. We unite our love with Jesus for you. We intend to "help lift that cross off your shoulders" and "carry it for you as much as the Lord will allow us too" , especially through prayer, so you can have a pause in between this painful, difficult journey.
Always remember that after every "Good Friday" journey, there is the Joy of the Resurrection." so please, "Be Not Afraid."
Walking with Christ for you both.
Love you,
Sharon
Monday, July 27, 2009
Walking With Christ- the journey with Linda and Marcus as they take their chemotherapy!
Sunday, July 26, Marcus Milless, my newest son in laws brother began his chemotherapy treatment to rid his young body of Lymphatic cancer. Marcus will have to take chemotherapy for 8 months. Marcus is a senior at St. Thomas University and has been studying to be a priest for the past 3 years. Only God understands why Marcus has developed this disease.
Not all things make sense to us as humans, but Marcus is still in God's Hands and loving care. And, Marcus has all of our love and care for him too as he makes this journey at this time of his life. Marcus we are praying and pulling for you. Sharon and Joe Stiles
Today, Monday, July 27, my dear older sister Linda, started her chemotherapy treatment. I have cried for days now knowing since June 19 that Linda was diagnosed with Melanoma cancer.
But, I know that God is with her and that in some mysterious way that God is holding her hand and carrying her through this time - her own personal "agony in the garden." Linda, I love you and I am also praying for you daily just like I am for Marcus.
Watching you and Marcus and other dear close friends of mine go through the journey of having to take chemotherapy has caused me to take a closer look at my "walk with Christ" and so that is why I have named this blog, "sharon- walking with Christ."
I look to you both as people of deep faith and I see how you two are walking so closely with Christ already. This is my hope for all of us - that we will all look to Christ and lean on Him alone as we journey together this next year, praying for your courage and strength to face this ordeal and be healed in the process.
Know that you both are being lifted up to Mary, Jesus' mother, the great intercessor, and to the dear Holy Spirit who provides wisdom in times when there seems to be nothing but confusion.
May you be blessed and know how dear you are to Jesus, Mary and the Holy Spirit of God Almighty.
You are loved. Let's walk together now with Christ
Not all things make sense to us as humans, but Marcus is still in God's Hands and loving care. And, Marcus has all of our love and care for him too as he makes this journey at this time of his life. Marcus we are praying and pulling for you. Sharon and Joe Stiles
Today, Monday, July 27, my dear older sister Linda, started her chemotherapy treatment. I have cried for days now knowing since June 19 that Linda was diagnosed with Melanoma cancer.
But, I know that God is with her and that in some mysterious way that God is holding her hand and carrying her through this time - her own personal "agony in the garden." Linda, I love you and I am also praying for you daily just like I am for Marcus.
Watching you and Marcus and other dear close friends of mine go through the journey of having to take chemotherapy has caused me to take a closer look at my "walk with Christ" and so that is why I have named this blog, "sharon- walking with Christ."
I look to you both as people of deep faith and I see how you two are walking so closely with Christ already. This is my hope for all of us - that we will all look to Christ and lean on Him alone as we journey together this next year, praying for your courage and strength to face this ordeal and be healed in the process.
Know that you both are being lifted up to Mary, Jesus' mother, the great intercessor, and to the dear Holy Spirit who provides wisdom in times when there seems to be nothing but confusion.
May you be blessed and know how dear you are to Jesus, Mary and the Holy Spirit of God Almighty.
You are loved. Let's walk together now with Christ
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